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Thursday, December 30, 2010

Is fate a reality, or is it just a dream?

My little sister is only 17 years old. This is the time when she goes through heart-break and starts making important decisions that can set her on the the road to her dreams. She has been dating a boy for about a year now. You can tell just by how they act that he cares for her a ton but she just doesnt seem that interested. She always looks like she seems annoyed or frustrated. I just feel terrible because this poor boy loves her so much. This got me thinking.. is fate really real. Even thought someone may care for someone else and may come across as the best boyfriend ever theirs just something not their.. that spark, like fate is telling us that their not suppose to be together. In my opinion, I believe in fate to a certain extent. It's almost as if fate is an invisable timeline. A timeline in which makes people meet and match together. I believe their is certain fate for particular choices and life paths. It's a confusing and complex topic that many people don't believe in and some people depend on. The one thing fate gives us that we can not deny is hope, hope of a positive outcome.

Wednesday, December 29, 2010

My First Attempt at Drawing!

Hey guys!

I'm thinking of  minoring in art but I'm not too sure yet. I attempted a drawing, it took me FOREVER! Let me honestly know what you think. It's my first actual attempt at drawing something. I really enjoy it, just not sure if I have the talent :) I obviously had time on my hands yesterday. It's really relaxing to just listen to music and draw, it helps take your mind off of things that may be bugging you.

Eiffel Tower

Tuesday, December 28, 2010

Thank-You

Hey guys! This is a poem I wrote a while back. I thought it was appropriate because I want you guys to get to know me a little bit more and this poem titled Thank-You really talks about my family and who I am.

                                                                    
                                                        

                                  
Thank-You

Thank-You for the times when I needed you, you were there for me when I was all alone, you  helped me see through all the times when I was blind, you guided me through the storms in my life and helped me see the sun.

When I was a little girl and I needed someone to play with I had my sisters and my brother.

Remember the day when we were building a tree house in the back yard, I stayed up past my bedtime so that I can see it finished.

I will never forget that moment with my father.

That day when I came home crying after school you listened, and then you took me out shopping so I didnt think of the pain.

This is the day when I needed my mother.

I couldn't take it anymore. This feeling that things weren't going right, so I broke up with him and couldn't stop crying.

This is the time when I needed my friends.

The day when I had to make a decision of a lifetime that would set me on the road towards my dreams, but I had to leave my friends and family behind.

This is when I needed myself.

Im thankful for the strength of my father, the love of my mother, the voices of my sisters, the fun in my brother and the caring heart of my friends. These people made me who I am today.

Thank-You <3

Monday, December 27, 2010


My little brother showed me this video and I thought it was so funny! Haha just thought I would share it with you guys!

Sunday, December 26, 2010

Why do we care so much about what others think?

Hey guys!
So today I had to go to my boyfriends family dinner for Christmas. I got up earlier than usual this morning, did my hair, make-up ect.. but I noticed that I cared so much about what my boyfriends family thought of me. I do understand that people want to look good when they go out but it wasn't just how I looked, it was my image and how I felt I was portraying myself. Nothing that showed too much chest, nothing too short, something cute but not too cute, Ugh! I just want to stop caring about what other people think about me so much but for some reason it's just a natural characteristic of mine. Expecially with my boyfriends family, I don't want them to dislike me so I portray the image that I believe they would like me to portray. I'm still being myself but just perfecting it a little bit more. It's not just that, I restrict my true personality to come through because I'm constantly worried if I will get judged in some way, so I'm myself to a certain point. Of coarse with my close girlfriends, boyfriends and family I'm not like this but with people I dont have contact with on a daily basis I act like a totally different person or I "perfect" myself. Just curiouse is it just us girls? is it just me? or do you guys do this sometimes too!
Let me know what you think!

p.s pretty bummed I missed out on the great boxing day sales today! Off to shop tomorrow :)

Saturday, December 25, 2010

Do certain expectations follow with Christmas cheer?

Merry Christmas Everyone! I hope everyone's Christmas was joyful
Okay so this is my first blog, uhm EVER!
For most people Christmas day is so exciting and joyful but today for me, Christmas was pretty boring. My family is a big family so we always celebrate Christmas on Christmas Eve, mostly because my sisters are too busy on the actual day of Christmas. This means that all the presants and dinners and fun was last night, so today on the actual Christmas day it was a little bit of a downer. I wish that just one year we can have that excitement and happiness on the actual Christmas day ! Anyways that's besides the point. I have a boyfriend, him and I  have been dating for almost 4 years! Just like most couples (so I think) we get into many disagreements and tend to fight quit a bit. On Christmas, or Christmas Eve when he came over for my family get together I expected him to be extra nice and treat me extra special because it was Christmas, but he didnt at all. This made me kind of bummed out and frustrated. This leads to my question.. is it wrong to have certain expectations of people on Christmas? Do you not expect people to care a little bit more about eachother on that day and to show it? I dont know, maybe it's just me but I would like to hear your stories and find out what you think!

Overall Christmas was great! hope everyone's Christmas went well too! :)
p.s be easy on me, this is my first blog !